These last few days I have been thinking about my past and how much fun it was. Maybe it is just that I only remember the good times, I don't know. But I was starting to feel sad over the fact that I can't ever go back and do it again. Not that I would want to change anything. Just because it was so much fun I want to do it again.
When I was talking about this with Bob he thought this was a dis on him and the kids, but it's not. I love them and couldn't be happier that my life has turned out the way it has. In many ways my life is much better now than it ever has been before. It is just that I love my life now but I loved it then too and things were very different then. Not really better or worse just different. Sometimes I miss it. And sometimes I wish I could go back to different times in my life for just for a week to experience it again.
It is strange to miss a part of my life that is done and over. Is it just me or do you ever feel like this? Do you have any insight that I am missing here?