Date Night

Bob and I went on a date on Friday!  Normally it isn't that big of a deal but I don't think we have been on a date since we were in San Diego.  I didn't even feel up for going out for our anniversary or my birthday :(  So we were both pretty excited to get out.  My appetite has pretty much been gone which is a struggle for me.  I so want to want food.  Does that make sense?  I really wanted to go to Outback and to get a big juicy steak and to love it like I normally would.  Or maybe a big chocolate piece of cake with ice cream.  The reality was that by the time we finished our salads I was done.  There was no way I was going to eat any more.  As they brought our our meals we asked for the desert to go and a few boxes along with the check.  I tried to stay out and just talk but I really wanted to be laying down in bed.  It was a little bit funny because I wondered if the waitress thought we were on some sort of bad date.  After we left the restaurant I really wanted to stay out and enjoy a date so we went to Lowe's and just walked around and talked.  It was great to get to go on a date with Bob and even though I wasn't feeling all the way up for it I am glad we did it and it was a step in the right direction.  Maybe next time I will be back to my normal steak loving self.